A Sweet Scent of Death

2007-04-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

goodbye blogger, hello livejournal (:http://kquintessential.livejournal.com

2007-04-16T15:29:00.000+08:00

it's the horrible, horrible feeling of being not good enough. not good enough essay, not good enough looks, not good enough this, not good enough that, and the list of insecurities goes on and on and on. i used to feel like this in secondary school and then i thought i matured. insecurity is psychological and i used to believe that everybody is good enough for something and now i believe

2007-04-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

i had an exciting saturday. i went to have exotic, exquisite japanese cuisine at Meridien hotel. The restaurant's called Nogawa and I had stuff I never thought I would ever have in my mouth. For one, I had sea urchin. Hmm, it tasted very much like the sea. I don't know if I liked it or not, but I know i felt like i was in Bintan =/ we had a lot of different kind of Sashimi that you wouldn't get

2007-04-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

it was great hanging out with ys and jl on tuesday. we should make it a point to meet every tuesday at siglap because it is waffle day (: i love siglap because it's like the holland village of the east and also because it's only a ten minute drive away. so samantha has passed and there is bound to be WWIII.i miss bokok. she doesn't come home very often and even if she does, she comes home late

2007-04-11T15:00:00.000+08:00

Don't stop hereI've lost my placeI'm close behindEven the best fall down sometimesEven the wrong words seem to rhymeOut of the doubt that fills your mindYou finally find, you and I collidewe're okay... we're okay.

2007-04-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

i woke up feeling sombre, i don't know why. perhaps because i am far too lazy to get my ass up to the esplanade library to start on yet another essay. or perhaps because the boy is running a high fever and all i can do is tell him to drink more water and rest well. or maybe perhaps i am getting tired from the essays and assignments as the due dates keep getting closer. or maybe, maybe i fear the

2007-04-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

i like drawing imaginary pictures with the tips of my fingers

2007-04-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

so I found time amidst the very pressurizing period of time to spend time with my friends and my dad. yesterday I met up with the group of old friends to welcome back mr heng and sylvester from their attachment trips (well, not really, i just wanted my camera back from ys. just kidding(: ), ah i so want to do an attachment overseas too! So anyway, we went from spicy stingray, prawn egg, noodles

2007-04-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

My MOE-scholar-teacher-in-the-making-sister is asian on the outside and intelligently blonde on the inside. She complained of very bad eye rings and I told her to put tea bags on her eyes and she did, but she put Chai tea bags- in case you don't know, Chai contains a lot of indian spices- She laid on mummy's bed and she told me her eyes were burning. Oh my dear sister, you are a regular drinker

2007-04-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

It elates me evertime I take out my chingchong organizer and strike out yet another assignment. It's therapeutic just looking at the moon rise.

2007-03-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

So the SAM disease is around as Jamie says. But we're alright, the boyfriend and I. The tinge of annoyance and frustration, it's a bad period of time what with all the nearing of assignment due dates and exams for the boyfriend. It's stressful and pressuring especially so since the model of my Antigone set isn't working out the way I wished it would have. Last night left me baffled with the

2007-03-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

i love you long time (:

2007-03-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

because we love trigger *happy 's and continuous shots (: town-ing and gelare with jialing and weiling on tuesday was good. my dear gorgeous girls, no more rushing for bus 14 no more!! we can hang out till the wee hours of the morning without having to worry about transport, YAY! (Samantha hates me now.) Haha :D WOOOOOOOT (:

2007-03-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands, Honoured to love you.just like a star, corinne bailey rae

2007-03-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

I wanted my heart to be weak so it would stop right there and then. I wished I would go straight into an epileptic fit. I wanted to leave. I wanted to disappear. fuck i wanna move out.

2007-03-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

Love squirt dog, chew on it. I have given up all responsibilities of the dog. No bathing, no feeding and most of all no walking. I'd really rather clean the house. Tire myself as I like to be tired. Sleep is always good when I'm tired and maybe then I can dream again of Aidan, the son in my dream. The unexplainable love I had for him, it felt good. He had the boy's curly hair, he was adorable. I

2007-02-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

it's amazing, that voice in our heads. the voice that speaks, but is never heard. it's so brilliant, the voice that argues.

2007-02-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

it's so funny... looking back on the friendster testimonials that go wayy back.

2007-02-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

->CNY photos :)<-

2007-02-21T13:47:00.000+08:00

cny- the first day was crazy because we just ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and ate. i had lotsa fun catching up with karin and janice downstairs. i love my childhood, especially since it happened in casa flora :D it's crazy how everybody's so grown up. then it was the boyfriend's 23rd on monday. it was of stinky animals, ben&jerry's, misadventures, food, food and more food :D the buffet at

2007-02-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

we've got a really nice maid and her name's maricel, we call her mary for short. she's 25 and everytime i call her i cannot help but sing 'mary mary quite contrary, how does your garden grow....' if you had a childhood you would remember that song. anyhows, i love jessica and nat cos they are my photosluts partners in crime :Dcny is coming and so is the bf's 23rd. i'm excited! <3>

2007-02-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

It's surprising how inspiring It is to see you shiningCause in the dark of the night you're all i can seeand you sure look like a star to me saturday was of roses, lovenotes, the botanical gardens, arab street and a romantic boat ride to see the city lights at night :) happy early valentines swtheart, i love you much!!

2007-01-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

it was girls night out last night with jialing and she couldn't stop calling me keisha. i'm so heartbroken! haha, but anyway, it was just us two and i had soooo much fun! from hooters to kandi bar to mos to celebrity kisses. HAHA, i still can't believe she did it! but yes, it was a great night out with an old friend and we realised how fast we were growing up. it's been 6 long years with her.

2007-01-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

once upon a seven months ago, a certain boy asked me to be his girlfriend. i said yes and we've been living happily ever after since. through the seven months, the boy brought me a bouquet of lilies, wrote me a song he sang so beautifully, threw me the best 18th birthday, played my silly games and answered my silly questions. this boy showered me with such love and care no other boy has ever

2007-01-13T02:33:00.000+08:00

in the loveliest dream of all, you brought me a flower and then you showed me spring.i love you swtheart, it overwhelms and sometimes i fear. love me, love me, say that you love me.

2007-01-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

and we laid side by side, giggling and laughing at all we said. i wished time would freeze and that you didn't have to leave, just so i could spend only about eternity lying there beside you, loving you for everything you are and are not. these are the moments my love, that make me love you so. you, just being you. me, just being me. us together and nothing around to disrupt that love we have. no

2007-01-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

i've been kinda bored. shopping is therapy :) but since i dont have all the money in the world, i did the chores so that i would stay away from my laptop. ysterday was really tiring, but i had a great sleep last night so i shan't complain. well, school wasn't all tht bad yst. i kinda missed it. it's only the beginning of jan and my head's in feb. so many exciting things in feb :D

2007-01-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

the reason why samantha is a bimbo-we were at harvey norman shopping for a vacuum cleaner, somewhat in a rush.salesgirl: oh and this vacuum has the telescopic tube as wellsam: (amazed) oh! you mean you can see wht you suck up????????HAHAHA!and to think she's a graduate who's gna be teaching english and history.

2007-01-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

first saturday of the year and the last saturday of the holidays and i'm home cooking and taking down every evidence of christmas :( i kinda like the cooking part though. i made kickass pasta this afternoon again. haha :) with mildred away i've been washing my hands very much more often. after every dish i wash or contact with some foreign substance. haha. anyways, i went to get the mail and i've

2007-01-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

for the record, sgst is THE place to shop online. i'm almost addicted. so yst the boyfriend saved me frm the boredom and took me to bedok corner for a late lunch. then at night jo and her new found love came to accompany me. we played mahjong and she tried to teach her ang moh how to play. then we giggled and laughed about stupid shit things she always try to make me say. haha!anyways, i had

2007-01-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

i am effing bored and im craving garlic prawn pasta frm coffee club.*screamsget me out of this boredom and treat me to some kickass garlic prawn pasta pleaaaaaaaaaaasse!:(

2007-01-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

everybody's doing it and i'm very bored. so here goes. 2.0.0.6a year of endings and beginnings. the first three months were pretty hard post 2005. i let myself think i was lousy and alone. a failed attempt at my dream cos i didn't try hard enough, but what i do now isn't all tht bad. and through all the bad times i found love :D the boy who cared enough to pull me out of my self thought misery. i

2006-12-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

ahh, so christmas day has gone and passed :) the first christmas i spent with someone so dear and so love. christmas eve the boy came home from beijing and we went for starbucks. a rainy evening in the couch of starbucks, a hot cup of gingerbread latte in hand, brownie with lotsa whip cream and chocolate syrup and most of all the dear boy sitting right across from me. i couldn't believe it was

2006-12-24T02:18:00.000+08:00

i cant believe the gathering's overrrrr!woke up earlyy to bake cookies :D spent all morning baking and early afternoon wrapping up last minute gifts. i've done so much wrapping, i ought to be paid! but i really enjoyed it :D so auntie siong brought a hell lot of food. there was tea times cupcakes and scones and what not. then dinner was a wide spread of chinese and japanese. mmm, i had 4 or 5

2006-12-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

so today i spent time with the family :D had some really good jap food along katong and took very silly pictures. i am once again addicted to online shopping. i have many things i want to sell too! i need to recoup back money spent on christmas decorations and shopping. haha (: anybody wants to set up some website with me to sell their stuff? :Di miss the boyfriend alreadyyy!! :( what's the time

2006-12-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

it's been six months BABY (: and one day. heh.six gorgeouslicious months with the darling dearest. he's going to beijing tmr for 5 days :( nothing compared to sam and sam, but i don't think i've ever not talked to him for 5 longggg days straight throughout the whole 10 months i've known him. i pray those 5 days go by really quicklyyy. i'm gonna miss him sooooo muchhhh! gaw.on a lighter note, the

2006-12-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

tanning with the two girlloves and sakae with a very nice view for lunch! hmm, i wanna live in a house, on an island, with a private beach and have sushi everyday. and in the backyard i'll have a huge pool with a waterfall, a slide and a bridge that leads into a secret cave where i can lay back and watch movies on a huge plasma tv mount on the rocks. also, i'll have my own bar and teppanyaki

2006-12-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

it was sunny but raining this evening and like always, i looked around for a rainbow. i got really lucky :D well, if you can see the really faint colours.anyways! been spending time with moonchies and mm it feels great :D deja vu, the forgotten, labyrinth, yummy donuts from pop doh, annoying chirping of birds, big breakfast and snuggling up next to the boyfriend = love !! :D

2006-12-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

last night i dreamt that there were six little milos lying on my mummy's bed :D it's high time the dog lost his virginity, he is afterall, 13 (x7 doggy) years old. it'd be a great way to have a part of milo when he goes to doggy heaven (:well well, i spent alot on christmas decorations tday. i went from ps to raffles city to ps and back to raffles city. i struck a deal with the mother. she'll pay

2006-12-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

well, as much as i hate the james bond marathon shit thats going on on star movies right now, i went to watch casino royale with moonchkins and apparently it wasn't that bad. though daniel craig isn't as charming as pierce brosnan, his accent did save him on the sexy points ;) after the movie we had a sinful sinful supper of french fries despite the two horrible ulcers in my mouth. i got high on

2006-11-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

oh i'm in depression. my boyfriend's going away from the 20th to 25th :( i was very much looking forward to having him at the gathering on 23rd. on the brighter side he'll be back on christmas and he'll be around for new years righhhht?=( not working.i was bawling after he told me and then jerry came in and said that i'm lame. haha, that was quite funny. kid's say the darnest things don't they.

2006-11-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

well, this week's been exciting :Dlancing lancing with jo and nat at MOS was super fun and a great workout on wed (: but tht wasn't really the point of that night. we three had a good talk for 3 hours after all the dancing. it was cupnoodles and screaming our lives away at the squeak and sight of rats by the river, haha =/ well i enjoyed it very much cos i haven't really had girltalk in a pretty

2006-11-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

brought the boyfriend to watch little shop of horrors and i enjoyed it as much as i did the first time. i cannot believe christmas is coming in 28 days. its soo exciting and i can't wait for the 23rd :D all i want for christmas is more of you pls?

2006-11-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

i was watching oprah and jamie foxx was on, he sang this beautiful song about his daughter and i teared a little. it's so sweet and i think he's got a good voice (: Heaven, Jamie FoxxTell me have you heard the storyThat took place not long agoBout an angel up in heavenThey say she up and ran away from homeWord is she had unfinished businessSo back on earth she had to fleeWell you know I'm so

2006-11-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

so i've set up the christmas tree and oh i can't believe it's coming in 39 days. THIRTY9 friggin days :D hoooorah!i went to colorbar to do my hair tday and damnn my hair smells good. i absolutely love the scent of newly cut and washed hair :Dand so she said, it's all thanks to the man on the moon.

2006-11-14T11:55:00.000+08:00

i was watching gubra last night and i love it as much as i love sepet. it was a heartfelt movie with so many meaningful messages. one of which was of emtpy promises.with empty promises come disappointments and hurt. promises are a responsibility. it is easy to make but sometimes so hard to fulfil. i'm guilty of making empty promises before, but i've been trying hard to be sure i think before i

2006-11-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went with my mum to her classmate's daughter's wedding dinner at the asian civilization museum. it was cool but the food wasn't too good. it was quite funny to see all the aunties who were once classmates gather together on such a joyous occasion. auntie janie's the first to marry her daughter off among them so the aunties were all excited. mummy went to colourbar to do her hair

2006-11-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

i attempted to teach milo how to stay today. he could stay for ten seconds before, but it was only once. i wuv my little doggie, he's sucha fattie :Dyay! mummy's coming homee :)

2006-11-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

School is officially out after today's assessment and handing in of ALL the essays and proposal (: I can now un-worrying-ly (not tht i worried for tday's assessment, although i did freak out a whole shitload bit just now) look forward to Christmas and new year and most of all spending time with hunnymoonchkins, lotsa lotsa time :D sometimes i can get so mushy i think people gawk and gag when they

2006-11-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

vivocity love with hunnybunny bin munchkinslove (he insisted on the 'bin' haha!) tday. nice way to begin the holidays (: we caught the oh in ohio and it's a really funny movie bout a woman who has NEVER had an orgasm in her life despite having a husband who absolutely enjoys making love to her. the ending is ambiguous though. i'm not sure if it's a happy or sad one. well, happy for the woman but

2006-11-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday i spent time with my boyfriend. good, quality time with him, finally.and i absolutely love him cos he makes me smile so much. so much like never before. a dozen hours with him just isn't enough. a lifetime would be good.im already missing him like crazy (:shmily :D

2006-11-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

The Christmas Song - Christina Aguileraalrights, so i was at parkway with weiling and yisheng yst and guess what i saw? yup! christmas trees outside MPH & Isetan. Oh it really is starting, the festive season (: i can feel the joy already. Haha, so here's a video from my absolute love, Christina Aguilera. Powerful vocals i must say. Gawd, she's awesome.. This video's to kickstart the festive

2006-11-01T17:28:00.000+08:00

okay, so class got cancelled and i ended up spending 3 hrs watching videos of justin and britney on youtube. documentaries and interviews. it is amazing how many in-memory-of videos of their relationship made by their fans there is, some of them were actually quite painful to watch. haha. it was pretty interesting all in all. haha!i haven't seen my darling dearest for the longest time! it's been

2006-10-31T20:15:00.000+08:00

ohh the collage thingy is just so cute, i couldn't resist (: haha!I am a very happy girl because i finished my essay and i am extremely proud of myself! three cheers to me! (: hahaha.

2006-10-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

samantha wong is crazy. if you think i'm crazy about christmas, she is 3 times more. she played the christmas cd like 3 times already today. i'd usually play it once now and when i feel christmas-y, but not too many times until it becomes pointless when christmas really comes. i'd play it like 3 times a day when it's like 20 days away, but not 2 months! she's going to ruin my christmas spirit by

2006-10-28T11:09:00.000+08:00

christmas decorations on orchard road's up! =D there was a hugggeee smile on my face (: YAY!

2006-10-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

it poured!! Praise the Lord =Dwe watched Sepet in class today and it is an amazing show. One of the best Asian films i've seen so far. I want to watch Gubra (sp?) too! ...and then there was magic.

2006-10-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

i miss the blue skies and white fluffy clouds. i can't wait for it to start pouring though. it smelt like christmas this morning. sam smelt it too (: played my christmas cd and boy did i feel christmas-y.just another couple of weeeekkkss and it'll be all over. i was so lazy to do my workkk. i was extremely tempted to put up the tree today, but decided it should come up on the 16th instead. it's

2006-10-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday was spent with the swtheart movie & spongebob marathon-ing and i absolutely love it when i get to spend a loonngg time with him (: Pretty persuasion, life is beautiful and many episodes of spongebob. I like Patrick, cos he's such a staarr. Haha! surprise surprise from my darling dearest, he took me out to watch The Prestige. Ohhh, it was a really great show. He's sucha swtheart(: i miss

2006-10-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

i hear and i grin, a subliminal sensation overwhelms me and i scoff. && so i understand the term 'a leopard never changes its spots'.

2006-10-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

vivo exploring on saturday night with the swtheart and omg, tht place is HUGE. it's like the whole of orchard road in one. i know where i'll be doing my christmas shopping (: i still think the name vivocity sounds like some cheesy casino from a channel 8 drama serial. haha, ah well. the name don't matter as long as the shops satisfy. hahaha, which i think they sure would.the swtheart reminds me

it's the end of the year, hoorah! (:

2006-10-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

you know it's the end of the year when...... the sun sets earlier. By 7pm the sky gets dark instead of the usual 7.20pm. it's only 20 minutes but still, i love it when it begins (:... the weather is cooler. not yet, but soon it will. ... the monsoon begins, oh i cannot wait. Rain will fall and the scent of christmas will fill the air.... you see christmas decorations stocked up on the shelves of

2006-10-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

its so strange that channel U has a programme called 'what is art?' or smth like tht in conjunction with the Singapore Biennale. The funny thing is that, it's as if singaporeans need to be told what art is about instead of having their own interpretations. Isn't art subjected to every individual's imagination? funny how they try so hard to be active in the arts scene that it seems almost

2006-10-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

sunday and monday was exciting (: cold crabs and a very gorgeous white laptop. absolutely delicious.caught little miss sunshine with the swtheart and it is awesome. i loved the show and all its underlying meanings. it's such a heartwarming and hilarious show. it goes straight into my favourite movies of all time (:urgh, the holidays come with a horrible price of a mountain of assignments

2006-10-08T11:13:00.000+08:00

and it was hard candy watching, mahjong loving and ugly photo whoring on Friday.it was great fun (:then yst night was spicy thai food and absolutely sinful cheesecake and a favourite hazelnut latte with the swtheart (: i miss him so much and can't wait for the holidays to come. urgh, and before tht comes the pile up of horrible assignments. boo.

2006-10-04T18:09:00.000+08:00

I finally watched John Tucker Must Die and it's such a girlfriend-kick-ass-show,& guess what I saw at PS? CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS on the shelves of Daiso. So exciting! The first few signs of the festive season (: only 81 more days people.The parents are coming back tonight, yay! I had the sudden wave of missing them a few days back and finally tonight's here (:online shopping is very addictive!

2006-09-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

my boyfriend's the sweetest (: now i can watch ten things i hate bout you over and over again! yay! thank you so much loveeeee (:(:i have make up class tmr at 9am. boo.

2006-09-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

the whole afternoon spent window shopping online and looking at all the gorgeous people on friendster. i also want to be gorgeous and have a bff to photowhore with me -pouts. haha, okay pls ignore what i just said. urgh! my computer is annoying, it's super laggy and it's hung twice this afternoon. so irritating! I want my own laptopppp :(((this is bad. i think i have got lotsa assignments due in

2006-09-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

Last week was a pretty exciting week (: met up with jialing and weiling for coffee club dinner and starbucks ice cocoa on thursday, friday night movie with the swtheart- lucky number s7even. it's a very nice showww! very cool and interesting. omg, i'm so lazy to elaborate and i really think i should expand my vocabulary =/ so anyway, saturday was unintentional shopping with adil and marina bay

2006-09-18T19:44:00.000+08:00

So today's class wasn't all that bad. Lunch was hilarious (: hahah, the aftermeal topic was of the phallus- everything joanne wanted to know. It was quite hilarious seeing adil and asher try their might to answer her questions. Another 7 weeks before school ends again and i can't wait! Only 98 more days to Christmas people! (: so hang on there till the festive season comes round! cheerriioos!

2006-09-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

So it's been 3 wonderful months with the swtheart and the afternoon was spent eating cold crabs with the godparents and baking cookies with lotsa love with the boyfriend and then dinner at the glass house's Fish & co after.I think i need to detox the whole of next week. This past week has been nthn but great fun and a hell lot of food. Oh glorioius food! Salad and fish mee sua it shall be next

2006-09-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

it's a charmed life, innocence wildcrayola skies for a thousand miles.it's a good life, in the happily ever afterthe last page of the very last chapterit's the story of a charmed life (:

2006-09-14T17:00:00.000+08:00

It was awesome fun my 18th. Sentosa lovin, barbecued sambal prawns, a detached manicured toenail, a buffet at holiday inn, 1/2 priced waffles, pasir ris park, a wonderfully planned surprise party complete with decorations, a tiara, princess wand and a throne, charades and 2 birthday cakes :)To the sweetheart- adil, and the friends- Jo, Nat, Asher, Edlinddi and Daph. Thank you all so much for all

2006-09-09T12:25:00.000+08:00

East coast loving, an overdose of caffeine and three little words tht mean so much :)

2006-09-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

i went to watch the first year acting's very first performance which was a compilation of each of their self-devised monologues and i thought to myself, 'shit, i wanna do that'. it's horrible that i keep thinking of what could have been and the more i think, the more it eats me up inside. then reality sets in and the fear of failure once more brings me further away from what i want.what happened

2006-09-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Merry Berber Months to everybody! (:Everybody should be happy because it's the start of all the months that end with '-ber'. And so with the beginning of the last 4 months of the year, comes the countdown to Christmas, yay! Only 110 more days to The Day and only less than a couple of months before the decorations are up. okay, i'm about to burst with excitement talking about the wonderful

2006-08-30T15:24:00.000+08:00

ohkayes. so i had the sudden urge to blog again and i realized that the not wanting to blog-ever-again-cos-i-just-didn't-feel-like-i-wanted-to-anymore was just a little tantrum of some sort. i mean, i've been blogging ever since the start of secondary 4 and i really don't think this is a habit i can kick so easily. but it's a harmless habit to have, no?so my blog shall live again.so anyway,

2006-08-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

To those who knew the very lovely luohan which very patiently watches over us when we're out late on the computer, please send your condolences. the 3rd death of the week. I pray it's the last.

2006-08-10T12:07:00.000+08:00

2 deaths, 2 nights. It just seems to get closer. the past one week's been tiring and emotionally draining. i cringe when i think that one day it'd be someone even closer. i really wish i won't have to attend another funeral for the next 30 years. 'treasure the living' daddy said. true, absolutely true.the two deaths were a shock and it made us think of the worse that could happen. precautions

2006-07-28T10:51:00.000+08:00

"Life is a cabaret, old chum!"-CabaretIt wasn't as nice as I thought it'd be. I thought it was just alright. The story was so-so but I loved the cast. FeiXiang is absolutely charming and talented :)So school has started for a week now, but I've only been to school thrice. In those three days I've had three very different thoughts about the course. now i'll just wait and see..

2006-07-22T01:24:00.000+08:00

i'm looking forward to next week :) i've missed school and the people..

2006-07-18T18:04:00.000+08:00

and very quickly it's been a month and a day since the boyfriend became well, the boyfriend :) yesterday was wonderful despite my surprise-that-never-happened. Blame it on the bad weather :/ So anyway, I felt quite bad because of the gloomy weather but the boyfriend made it all better when he arrived and surprised me with a beautiful bouquet of three white lilies :) I've had an amazing past month

2006-07-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

Even all the gods are crazy Even all the stars are blind If you show me real love, babyI'll show you mine-paris hiltonSamantha's official song. The song's pretty annoying, but somehow it always gets stuck in my head. It suits sam perfectly cos it's so bimbotic. it's so fun to bully the older sister =)Anyways, please do cheer up my darling weiling who has just turned 18! Will see you next week k?

2006-07-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

and so it was. the daughter, the son-in-law and the granddaughter in ward 49. it's strange how i never knew my granddad. all i know about him is that he never gave my mum a very easy childhood and that he's been saying he's going to die ever since my mum left school (he's still alive and he just got his hair dyed, quite hip ah). i'd really like to know what goes on in his mind and his life

2006-07-10T13:13:00.000+08:00

I woke up feeling happy :)

2006-07-09T18:07:00.000+08:00

Went to 'Treasure Chest', a charity dance concert by Joo Chiat CC last night with the mum and sisters and the boyfriend :) It was fun, especially with the boy around. It was simpang for prata afterthat. So that's Uncle Jaffar as baby spice. Haha, he had to down half a bottle of XO to go up on stage and shake his thang. There was lotsa hair twirling. Haha, it was funny :) Poor Jerry didn't

2006-07-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

ohkay, so eating threequarters of the huge bar of cadbury almond chocolate wasn't the best idea. Came home from the beach with high fever and horribly inflammed tonsils. Urgh. The past two days were awful, but I found amusement in looking at my tonsils in the mirror with a torchlight. Haha. I've never had tonsilitis before you see, so I thought that it was interesting that my tonsils looked like

2006-07-01T13:24:00.000+08:00

Presenting my long awaited room! I just love my bed, it's so pretttttyyyyyy! My room is like my new favourite hangout and I finally have a study table in my room, so yay! =) Petit miam. How did I survive my childhood without knowing about it? I'm addicted to it now. Ben&jerry's and a huge bar of cadbury roasted almonds chocolate awaits me. I shall go get fat in my new and pretty room :)

2006-06-28T12:41:00.000+08:00

the sister and I had our first fight since she came back on saturday. haha, that's inevitable. the fight included bitch-calling, kicks and hits. why am i not surprised? haha. But we made up very soon after :) it's funny how me and sam never fail to fight when she's back. i think it'd be quite scary now that she's back in singapore for good. haha.it was a pretty hilarious situation yst with all

2006-06-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

So the sisters are back =) The house is indeed livelier and messier =/They bought me this really pretty carplate-like thingy that said 'Drama Queen Drive'. I love it sooo much! I can't wait to do my room when the bed and all arrives on friday =) So exciting!!I am happy, very very happy :)

2006-06-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm going to try to enjoy the last few hours of peace in this house before the sisters come back at midnight. Sam's coming home for good, so that'd be interesting. I miss the sisters. But I'm definitely not looking forward to the noise. haha :)

2006-06-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

Caught Almost Love with the boy. It was such a sappy korean movie, but I like :) Usually after watching sappy movies like that I'd leave the cinema feeling like I need a boyfriend. But on wednesday I felt awesome, knowing that he's there to hold my hand :)I'm loving every minute I have with him. -grinsGoodbye daily singles and hello daily couples. It feels strange that now I read the daily

2006-06-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

I am going crazy. The noise is driving me insane! 5 o'clock seems so faraway. Quick knock off!!Finally went down to Siglap Starbucks to visit them. Apparently lotsa things have changed. Guess I quit just at the right time. Finally met up with Weiling and joanne after a gazillion years! Camwhoring and peppered beef jerky flown in from NewZealand. Haha, thanks babe! Funny how Singapore's so tiny

2006-06-19T16:41:00.000+08:00

You know what would be the greatest invention? Machines that don't make noise, at all.I am so annoyed!! The renovation's been going on the whole day and I'm going crazy. Banging and drilling and more banging and drilling. Oh please hurry and get out of there!

2006-06-18T02:14:00.000+08:00

He's mine exclusively (:

2006-06-17T17:08:00.000+08:00

Salsa was really fun yst! (: Looking forward to fridays right now cos of Salsa and also MISS JOANNE LIM! Haven't seen her since Bintan and now I can see her every Friday. Haha.Salsa is so exciting! -jumps around

2006-06-15T11:54:00.000+08:00

Starlight, starbright,first star i see tonight,wish i may,wish i might,have the wish i wish tonight!

2006-06-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

ohkay, so I was browsing through friendster (yes I was that bored) and I closed the browser feeling like how I always feel.A trip to Friendster always ends up with me feeling like I need to do something about myself. Because in Friendster you see how gorgeous your other girl-friends have turned out to be. But it ain't all that bad though.Cos I found some really sweet photos of me and friends whom

2006-06-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

okay! So I finally met up with Jia.. No wait, Marissa after a gazillion years. I missed her. Yah, so we planned to meet at 2.30pm. And since she was always late I planned to arrive at 2.45pm. Then at 2.15pm she smsed me and said we should meet at 3pm instead, but I didn't see the sms till 2.30pm and I was already out of the house. So I was like, nevermind cos 14 took such a long time. I was ten

2006-06-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

The weather's been so good that I spend half the days asleep. it's absolute bliss (: